This morning I got a text from my ex gf saying how much she was disappointed in me. I concurred with her. But I still told her how much I loved and wanted her and her kids in my life. She works for her Dad and her brother works there too. She told them about the situation. They agreed with me that her son was overdue an ass whipping and they are glad I gave it to him. I stood my ground with her in him deserving it, I did however let her know that I should not have used the belt like I did and I was wrong in that. I think a bare hand spank would have been all that was necessary. I asked her to thank her Dad and brother for supporting me. That was the last I heard from her and probably will be. I think I should leave her alone and think this through. I know I was wrong for using the belt and leaving a mark like I did. But I do know also that I was tired of him disrespecting his Mom and all the shit she had been through for him too. Spanking I will not apologize for, how I did it is another story.
I also told her to punch my Man Card. I had a tear or two in my eyes when I was realizing I was losing her. I still lover her soooo much and want her family to be my family. I guess I am wierd after all that I have been through with her but I still feel that way.
To quote an old Billy Joel song "And So It Goes". And we'll see where this goes next.
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